You<3…..
The funny thing about all this is that even though we dont talk, when ever we do look at each other i still get this feeling in my heart that just makes me wanna melt but at the same time i hate it cause i know that no matter how many feelings i can get you will never care. i can sit here and tell you a thousand and one things i love about you but you cant even tell me one your the biggest player of life you go around flirting with every walking vagina you see but yet im still here dying inside wishing you would one day realize everything that your doing. no matter how hard i try not to care i still do you were like a tattoo that now i cant remove, i can go around pretending i dont like you anymore or care about you but in the end of the day no matter what ima always be there for you when no one else is cause i do care even if i try to hide it. why do you have to be the way you are why did i have to fall for you ? why cant you just get out of mylife and never come back ? i have sooo many questions running through my head about you but not one has been answered and not one has showed me that your actually worth my time but yet i dont look at that i blind myself with things that i know for a fact are never gonna happen only in my dreams. i just look back at the memories we have the times we spent together the hours we would talk and laugh at random shit what can i say i fell for the personality not for the looks but in the end all you did was play with my feelings and go flirting with other hoes knowing how i felt about you but w.e all i can say now is no matter what i do your still stuck in my head and ima care about you no matter what even if we spend years and years not talking cause like i used to say to you no matter what happens between us im always gonna try being there for you and talking to you even if we’re not together and i keep my word <3 so just remember that you had someone that actually cared about you and was willing to be there by your side no matter what but you threw that for granted and now your just fucking with girls that aint gonna give a shit about you and thats a fact ….
